Every fibre of Canberra Raiders veteran Jordan Rapana wants to play with his heart on his sleeve and a win-at-all-costs mentality.
But when it keeps being detrimental to his team and his bank account, he knows he's got to be smarter.
Rapana was put on report and sin-binned in two separate incidents in Canberra's 36-4 trial defeat to the Tigers on the weekend.